Meet with a friend today, haven't seen her in ages, say, 8 or 9 years? It was fun, very nice change for me, made me realize how much I've missed in life, I've been out of touch in everything aspect of life...she too had a lot of changes in life...but I think she's stronger than me in every way...she knows what she wants and put in into action, me, on the other hand, always worried about what it would do to the other person if I do it, do not want to hurt or dissatisfy anyone, guess I'll always be stuck in my own circle...what do I really want anyway?