I wonder what it's to sleep in a nice & quiet, clean fresh bed, no unwanted smells, unwanted noise, just the way you want it to be....wonder what it's like to come home to a clean and organized place, just like the way you left it in the morning rush, just the way you you want it...I think I just really want to sleep & rest peacefully...maybe I was really meant to be alone with a child....oh how much I wish to be alone....